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A
Patients Perspective on Meneires Syndrome
written by Doc Jones Thurston, III
To preface this, I must explain that Meneires is a cruel disease.
It can silently take away some of the best moments of your life while
those around you often fail to understand. In fact, they often blame you
for the inescapable effects of a condition they do not understand. I know
this, I have suffered from Meneires since 1989. During this time
I have met many other Meneires patients. Here is my story, and a
few of theirs.
I was first diagnosed with Meneires Syndrome in 1989. My first indication
of trouble occurred in Palm Beach while my team was traveling to shoot
the Sportsmans Team Challenge in Fort Lauderdale. Fortunately, my
father was driving when my first dizzy spell happened. The whole world
began to spin instantly and the only way to stop it was to drive my foot
into the floor board. Although it felt like forever, it must have lasted
only seconds because no one else in the car noticed. After these happened
a couple of more times, the ringing began in my right ear. I knew from
flying that too much caffeine can cause tinnitus, so I backed off caffeinated
drinks. When nothing got better I called my regular doctor in Charlotte.
He recommended I see my ear specialist, who was out of town, so I agreed
to see his associate.
The associate looked in my ear. It looked normal. He asked how it happened
and stated, "When will you people learn to use ear plugs?" After
being informed I always used them, he replied, "I wish youd
learn to put them in and change them repeatedly. You have a simple infection."
He prescribed a five day run of steroids and told me to see him if the
problems continued. The problems continued, but based upon my respect
for him, I didnt call him back.
After the problems continued, I went to see a specialist, Dr. Paul Biggers,
in Chapel Hill. He ran an entire battery of tests and diagnosed Meneires.
At first, I did not care for his advice which was to basically learn to
live with the problem. Not much was known about it, but it was becoming
better known and the target of more research. He recommended we gently
treat the worst symptoms and not do anything drastic until the problem
was extremely severe or until better treatments were found. At the time,
cutting the auditory nerves to remove tinnitus and the balance nerves
to remove vertigo were very common. In my experience, he was right. Over
the years, Paul became a dear friend.
The Internet was not very well known then so research was more difficult
than it is now. Having seen all that is written about Meneires,
thats really not such a bad thing. My mother ordered all the research
she could from several medical schools. Much of the information contradicted
itself. She picked up on the low fat, low alcohol part of the research
and whenever I was home we ate lots of chicken and the refrigerator was
full of alcohol free beer.
Thinking more could be done, and beginning to bump into things on my left,
I went to a specialist at Duke. He gave me a more aggressive treatment.
He prescribed several drugs, all of which should be kept cool. Each was
to control a particular symptom; dizziness, nausea or diarrhea. Unfortunately,
symptoms I didnt have, began, and symptoms I had, became magnified.
Eventually, I tossed the drugs and returned to Chapel Hill to see if there
had been any improvements in treatments for Meneires. There had
not. My condition continued to worsen.
It was at this time I began to realize the cruelty of the condition. Unlike
most diseases, Meneires symptoms and effects can vary broadly between
patients. My hearing loss and tinnitus caused strange things like being
in a room full of people I could often hear distant conversations, based
on angle and the speakers voice frequencies. The person talking
to me thought I wasnt paying attention and I was rude. I was annoyed
to hear random bits of distant conversations.
Vertigo was another problem. Its embarrassing to become dizzy and
have people think youre drunk. Also, depending on where you are,
it may be hard to balance on one foot, walk a straight line or bend back
and touch your nose without falling. How many police know what Meneires
is? Without a cane or cast, instability can be hard to explain. Ever watch
"Cops?" How many times do they tell someone to put their hands
behind their head and walk backwards? The police do make mistaken identifications.
Could you explain calmly that you may not be able to walk backwards without
looking.
Near Thanksgiving 1993, Dr. Biggers sent me to Memphis to see his friend
at a very specialized clinic devoted entirely to ear problems. This doctor
told me that wine and alcohol were okay but that beer was out due to the
salt it contained. While I was undergoing many specialized tests to evaluate
my Meneires for Dr. Biggers, my father had a fatal stroke.
In 1996, I had more or less lived with Dr. Biggers advice while seeing
him frequently for eight years. Now came the time for surgery. I was sent
back to Memphis because Dr. Biggers felt we were to close for him to cut.
I had the surgery in Memphis. A small shunt was inserted in the ear canal
to allow the fluid to drain and relieve pressure. When I returned to law
school, a professor eventually threw me out of his class for the time
I missed to get this surgery.
Every month I went to Dr. Biggers to monitor my progress and watched as
my hearing improved and the tinnitus declined. I felt great. I was finally
seeing the end of seven miserable years. I was about to be able to return
so some of the activities I had missed for years. Suddenly, inexplicably,
hearing and word recognition began to decline and the tinnitus began to
increase. Things had reversed and soon I was back at the beginning. Soon,
things were declining again.
I knew there were no guarantees. It was explained that the surgery may
need to be repeated. I met one woman who had had it done five times and
was in for the sixth.
In 1997, Dr. Biggers died. My condition continued in many ways to worsen
and in many ways to stabilize. Over the years my body had adapted to many
things. I had no vertigo and my balance wasnt too bad. Unfortunately
my hearing had continued declining and the tinnitus had continued to worsen,
even changing frequencies and amplitudes. I eventually returned to Chapel
Hill to be tested and see if any improvements had occurred. Things were
about like I expected them to be.
I was planning to return to Memphis when Dr. Biggers replacement
told me to forget Memphis, he had done just as many and was just as good.
Well, being reduced to a medical statistic, I left disheartened to "live
with it" again.
Given some time, I found a specialist in Atlanta. He was a good doctor
and very honest. After testing, I had no balance or vertigo problems.
He asked why I was there. I explained it was to see if he could improve
my hearing. He kindly explained he was a balance specialist and could
not help my hearing. If I developed balance problems he would be glad
to help, but he would not perform an operation he couldnt be more
certain of. I truly respected his integrity. I did leave disheartened
again, "to live with it."
I still had the usual problems. People thought I was rude because I didnt
hear them and they thought they were being ignored. Laying on my left
side, Ive had people get mad because sometimes I cant hear
the phone or the doorbell. One girlfriend sometimes thought it was cute
whisper in my right ear, knowing I couldnt hear her and would either
have to turn or ignore her. She didnt understand the pain of having
something that scares you exploited. In nice restaurants, a friend may
sometimes ask for the music to be lowered so you can hear. Youre
suddenly very self conscious.
Several months later, Dr. Minor at Johns Hopkins was recommended to me
and I was able to get an appointment. It was interesting to come to Hopkins.
I was put through a battery of tests. You will find that no matter how
many times you are tested you are nervous. Youre not afraid of the
test, just of seeing the line a little lower, or the confirmation of what
you already know. You never know what your word recognition will be. Ive
had random scores from 20% to 80%.
My treatment is an injection into the eardrum. Although my friends shudder
at the thought, Ive never had any pain and the short time here is
worth the relief it brings for weeks. Thats my experience. It may
sound unusual or exceptional but its not. Many patients undergo similar
or worse problems. Many have fewer problems.
The interesting thing about Meneires is its ability to come and
go at random. My mothers friend has a nephew Frank. Frank developed
Meneires in his early 40s. I was asked to talk to him. My advice
was learn to live with and never quit seeking help. He had the most violent
case I have ever known. His hearing declined. He feared danger to his
children because he could no longer hear them well. He also worried that
his loss of balance and vertigo would keep him from getting to them when
they needed him. One day he was almost killed going home from work. He
became violently dizzy and nauseous while driving. His head spinning while
he vomited, he quickly passed out. He luckily went off the road to the
right rather than the left. He stayed home in bed for several days suffering
from nausea and dizziness. He often turned red and broke out in sudden
sweats. Several weeks after returning to work his symptoms disappeared
and he was diagnosed free of Meneires.
I knew a professional hunter diagnosed with Meneires. It disappeared
as soon as it began. I have been told that one possible cause of Meneires
is pressure fluctuations. Apparently pilots and deep divers have a higher
incidence of problems as a population. It is "rumored" that
fighter pilots clear the symptoms by a high gravity vertical climb to
flush the fluids.
If there is a moral to this whole thing, it is that I have what you have.
Strangely, our cases may never be the same. Many people have had worse
problems and many have had lesser problems, but thats a subjective
judgment. Theres no real way to say whos problems are worse,
only to compare incidents of the same problem. The similarity of our cases
is the fear and embarrassment. Nothing is worse than not going out because
youre dizzy or just afraid of other peoples impressions of
an illness that looks like a behavior.
No, perhaps the real moral is that this wretched thing and all its effects
can be gone more quickly than they came. There is comfort in that because
at least there is hope that many others dont have. There is also
comfort in knowing that we are being treated by specialists who are among
the best in the world and that progress is being made.
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