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Mary Cutler was a rookie working a beat on Chicago’s
tough west side the night she got in a foot chase with
a drug dealer. She'd lost sight of her veteran partner—he
was in a car, rounding the block and coming to her
aid—when the suspect fled into an abandoned building.
“It was one of those moments: Should I go in?
Should I not go in?” Cutler recalls. “I
went in. It turns out the guy ran right through the
building, and we found him in the next yard over.
So it wasn’t a big deal. But when I went in
there, that was the moment when I realized that I could
be a good police officer.”
Stepping into that dark unknown, Cutler also conquered
self-doubt that went beyond the police work at hand.
“It made me realize I could do a lot of other
things, too. It’s funny, the way so many of the
things you might choose in life seem really, really
hard. Then you see other people doing them. Somewhere
along the way, you get to the point where you think
you can do them, too. That night did that for me.”
Cutler patrolled the West Side for two years, then
landed a desk job serving as departmental liaison to
the Metropolitan Chicago Healthcare Council. That work
got her thinking about medicine, the career linked
in her mind with the lessons she’d learned from
Catholic school nuns during her childhood about serving
the poor and combating social injustices.
About the time she made detective, Cutler enrolled
in a post-baccalaureate premedical program. Knowing
that life as a full-time cop and part-time science
student would be hard, she borrowed a motto from George
Eliot, the Victorian writer: “It’s never
too late to be what you might have been.”
Cutler, who finished up at the School of Medicine
in March, just days before delivering her first child,
a daughter named Tessa Lorraine, will go on to do her
residency in psychiatry at Johns Hopkins Hospital. “It’s
a very hopeful field to me—one where I can make
a real difference in the lives of my patients,” Cutler
says. “I was enjoying being a police officer,
and I was doing well at it. But it was never what I
really wanted.”
So much has changed in medical education today. Classes
once made up predominantly of white men now include
a mix of genders, races and ethnicities. And classes
once filled with students straight from undergraduate
classrooms now include rising numbers of students in
their late 20s or early 30s. At 34, Cutler, in fact,
is a decade older than the traditional student.
“Diversity has increased so tremendously,” says
cardiologist James Weiss, associate dean for admissions
and academic affairs at the School of Medicine. “But
it’s not just about gender and ethnic background.
It’s true for socioeconomic background. It’s
true for age, for the number of universities we find
in each medical school class.”
During his own days as a med student, Weiss himself
qualified as an oddity, having worked after college
as a professional oboist. Today, 45 percent of students
at the School of Medicine arrive with a measure of
nontraditional experience, whether in a professional
setting or through service projects like the Peace
Corps. Once they’ve decided they want to be doctors,
many—like Cutler, who majored in Latin American
studies as an undergraduate at the University of Chicago—sign
on for a post-baccalaureate program that gives them
the solid grounding in science courses that they’ll
need for medical school.
According to David Trabilsy, who spent 13 years in
admissions at the School of Medicine before launching
Hopkins’ own post-bac program on the Homewood
campus in 2000, these older students can motivate and
stabilize a medical school class. With workplace experience
already in their backgrounds, they arrive with a degree
of determination, experience and maturity that other
students notice. “One of their basic characteristics
is usually their humanism,” he says. “Some
of them are leaving very lucrative professions. They’re
not looking for more income or a better standard of
life or, for that matter, prestige. They’re looking
for ways of serving humanity.
“And each one of them,” he adds, “has
a story to tell.”
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BRICENO: “I had never stopped
before to consider the social side
of things until I found myself alone
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It was late in the game when Cesar Briceno fell out
of love with basic science. He’d already committed
to an undergraduate major in molecular and cellular
biology at Harvard and almost finished his research
into how protein signaling drives movement in cytoskeleton
cells.
“Then I saw that this was going to be lonely
work,” Briceno says. “I had never stopped
before to consider the social side of things. When
I found myself in the lab at 3 o’clock in the
morning, I started to notice how the whole building
was empty.”
Briceno worried that the demands of science would
conflict with his family life in the future. And so,
instead of moving into doctoral studies as he’d
planned, he took a job with a consulting firm that
did strategic planning for pharmaceutical firms. It
was socially engaging, mentally challenging, lucrative
work.
“But at the end of the day, it felt like I was
making binary code,” he says. “We made
these huge Excel spreadsheets with all these color-coded
things that went into these fabulous PowerPoint presentations.
They’d get shown to someone who might or might
not care. And then it’d just sort of sit there
in someone’s hard drive.”
It wasn’t that Briceno disliked the pharmaceutical
business. Its bottom-line emphasis on profit margins
could leave him uneasy, but the companies he consulted
for turned out products that bettered the lives of
millions of people. “But what I really wanted
to do was to make an impact on an individual level,” he
says. “I wanted it to be one on one. I wanted
to look someone in the eye and say, ‘I’m
going to take care of you.”
Even this need, Briceno admits, has an element of
selfishness to it: It’s his own longing to help
others that he’s focusing on—his need to
add meaning and purpose to his own life. “But
you need to be true to yourself,” says Briceno,
who graduates this May. He’ll eventually specialize
in ophthalmology and do his residency at the University
of Southern California’s Doheny Eye Institute. “To
be productive, you should find something you like to
do.”
Over two-plus decades in working with prospective
medical students, Trabilsy recognizes two core motives
among them. One is commitment to service. The other
is a hunger for human interaction. Students who choose
medicine are actively seeking the emotional immediacy
of the doctor-patient relationship, he says. “That’s
what they’re coming to medicine to find.
“We hear, of course, about physicians who may
not have good bedside manner. But I see this over and
over again: People going into medicine regard this
humanistic aspect as a kind of calling.”
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GREEN: “I can’t think of
one classmate who's made me think for
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Both of Ariel Green’s parents are physicians,
but they didn’t complain when she decided not
to follow in their footsteps. Green studied English
at Harvard, then moved to Little Rock to work as a
reporter for the Arkansas Democrat Gazette.
When the health beat opened up, it seemed a natural
fit. But the work sometimes left her feeling constrained
by the reserve and objectivity of daily newspaper journalism.
One such story involved a campaign to find a bone-marrow
match for an African American man battling multiple
myeloma.
When I interviewed him and his wife, I was so struck
by this couple,” Green says. “They were
young, and he had such a horrible disease. His wife
was so hoping for something to make him better. I could
see how committed his doctors and the hospital were
to finding a way to help them.
“It made me want to be on the other side. It
made me want to have more of a direct impact on people.”
Like so many of her fellow students, Green searched
for a way to make that impact even during her studies.
She worked with gerontologists at Hopkins Bayview to
start the Adopt-a-Grandparent program, in which med
students work with elderly Baltimoreans who lack family
and social supports. More than 20 students signed on
in the program’s first year. This past year,
Green earned an M.P.H. from the Bloomberg School of
Public Health. After completing her fourth year of
medical school next spring, she intends to start specializing
in internal medicine.
“I’m interested in geriatrics—combining
clinical practice and public health research,” she
says. “I aim to use my medical and public health
training, and my love of writing, to document [patients’]
stories and work toward policies and programs that
can improve people’s lives.”
Looking back at her decision to go to medical school,
Green is more certain than ever that she made the right
choice. “I have been moved again and again by
my patients,” she says. She pauses, then adds, “I
can’t think of one classmate who’s made
me think for even a minute that they were in it for
the money. Medical school is too hard. If what we wanted
was prestige and money, there are definitely easier
routes.”
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SHEA: “I had to get over my aversion
to blood, my aversion to dirt and my
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Shannon Shea’s childhood dreams about a medical
career were dashed the day a dog bit her brother and
the sight of his blood left her weak at the knees.
She eventually studied accounting at the University
of Notre Dame, then moved to Atlanta for a job at Coopers & Lybrand
(now PricewaterhouseCoopers).
That’s when the letters began landing in her
mailbox from places like Guatemala, Africa and inner-city
New York. They were from college friends who’d
signed on for service projects.
“I was three years out of school by the time
I decided that I’d always regret it if I didn’t
do one, too,” Shea says.
Arranging to work for a year in a Bolivian orphanage
housing 100 girls, she was the last volunteer to arrive,
so she got the last choice of duties—the infirmary.
“I had to get over my aversion to blood, my
aversion to dirt and my aversion to bugs very quickly,” she
says.
“Because that’s about all you’d
see all day long.”
Another of Shea’s tasks was shepherding visiting
American physicians through the orphanage and into
neighboring towns. When one of the doctors asked if
she’d ever considered a career in medicine, she
confessed that it was suddenly very much on her mind.
Since entering the School of Medicine and enrolling
in a joint M.P.H. program, Shea has been back to Bolivia
three times. Her understanding of the complexity of
the country’s needs continues to grow. For her
last year of medical school next year, she plans to
return one more time to conduct a survey. It will examine
whether projects aimed at employing Bolivian women
ultimately result in improved health and education
for their children.
How can one person best make a difference in the face
of such a bottomless supply of need?
“In the orphanage, I had some small impact on
the girls’ lives, but I couldn’t adopt
them all, you know?” Shea says. “But the
doctors who came down, they had very tangible skills
they could apply. They really made a difference.”
In the end, there are as many different roads to medicine
as there are medical students. Whether the journey
begins on the streets of Chicago, in a frantic emergency
room or in a remote corner of Latin America, it leads
to a place where the common instinct seems to be, Medicine
can make a difference.
“Among our applicants, this sense of altruism
is a common theme,” James Weiss says. “A
love of service to the community is what this is all
about for them.”
Jim Duffy is a freelance writer
based in Cambridge, on Maryland's Eastern Shore.
The Doctor Draw
Medicine is far from perfect. Tune into the national
news and hear horror stories about uninsured patients,
malpractice lawsuits and out-of-control health care
costs. Dig deeper and you’ll discover a snarled
system of mix-and-match third-party payers and government
reimbursements. Look into going to medical school and
you’ll learn that by the end of the four-year
program, you can expect to be carrying a six-figure
debt load.
Still, no other profession gets more respect as a
career choice. Recently, the Association of American
Medical Colleges (AAMC) released the results of a survey
showing that American adults advise young people to
become a doctor above all other professions. Another
AAMC survey then ranked medicine as the top pick among
U.S. teenagers.
None of this comes as a particular surprise to pediatrician
Henry Seidel, who has dealt with his share of medical
students. He served two stints as dean of students
at the School of Medicine, one from 1968 to 1971 and
another from 1977 to 1990. In the years since, teaching
duties have put him in close contact with 10 or so
students a year.
“These people come to medical school knowing
what the external environment is like and how much
it's changed,” he says. “They simply are
not intimidated by it. I have to say that overall,
I'm boggled by how good they are.”
Across time, four basic motives weigh in the decision
to pursue medicine, Seidel says. There is the wish
to do good works and serve people in need. There is
the draw of intellectual challenge and curiosity. There
is the desire to win social prestige. And there is
the need for long-term financial security.
“It's probably fair to say that there are elements
of all four in everyone's decision,” Seidel says. “But
I'm convinced the most powerful by far are the wish
to do good and the drive of that intellectual curiosity.
That was true in the past, and it remains true today.”
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